If one's flaws surpassed the good things that you can't even find in that person, it's better to give it a pass.
Don't you think so?
Well, it doesn't matter. As long as I think so.
I always tell myself to be strong when facing people like you.
Well, actually to the opposite sex in general.
But specially, to people as difficult and freaky as you.
(Now that I think back, I think you're the first)
To tell you straight even if it meant hurting you with my words.
I have always been nice, too soft when it comes to trying to please someone.
I think that's my weakness. & now, I have to use it waaaaaay wisely.

But I just don't know why. I'm becoming more blunt. Well, at least I think I'm being honest.
I have the least patience & became more honest (when it comes to what I feel), especially to you.
I pushed you away. & I just hope you won't enter my life anymore.
Truthfully, I felt threatened when you said you would go miles to do stupid things such as prank calls (to my house) and passing numbers.
Maybe that's what I get from befriending freaks like you.
But what can I do? Change my phone numbers?
Maybe this is what I get for being stupid.

On a lighter note (which is not really light),
I have 2 weeks left in school for study then the following week will be tests week and then I'm done for the 3 years in school.
Emails had been sent for job vacancies.
Which, when I opened them, my heart suddenly beats fast.
I can't believe this.
3 years seemed to pass by so fast.
It had always been dreadful in my 1st year.
2nd year had passed by fast because of attachment.
And here I am, in year 3 trying to cherish every single day in school.
I want to laugh more, smile more etc, with the people I had been close to for the past 2 years plus (not to mourn & fight).

Now, talking about class. Sometimes I think the other party just hates us too much.
& I wonder why?
I don't hate them.
Dislike them sometimes? Yes. Every one will dislike another person at some point or another.
You may dislike us. But hate us? (that's the impression we got from word bashing, alright)
Hatred is a strong word. So, for what reasons?
If it is because of the communication thing, then I can't say much.
Because I know myself that we can't really communicate.
But you know what, I don't take the 'we can't really communicate' as the main reason for the hatred that your heart felt towards us.
FYI, we should be the one who hate you. Because you left us out. You spoke in a language that sounded different. That we don't understand.
We knew there weren't anyone else we could count on because of the whole thing.
But still, we don't hate. We just dislike.
& I just don't want to go on like this. There's just not much time to hate.

Now, to whom I've made fault with (anyone), I'm sorry.
Sincerely I am.

I can't believe I blogged this long for today. HAHA.

p.s: I think this song sounds familiar somewhere somehow. heh.