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Monday, July 7, 2008/10:08 PM

Please tell me again, the need to have a friendster.
Because slowly, I'm losing interest in it.
No purpose of having a friendster. I do not intend to make new friends. I do not this. I do not that.
But I'll miss it. because, it had been created since like, 2003? or was it 2002?
It doesn't really matter, actually. haha. But what I do know is that, I will delete it eventually. Only time will tell when. Might be tomorrow, or the following day or next week. haha.

Yesteday our family had a talk. (sounds serious ehh. it was 3/4 serious actually. haha)
So yeahh, a talk after eating durian. Truthfully, I was craving for it(durian) ever since we went to KL. But didn't had a chance to cos my dad was sick.
In short, yesterday, I was a happy girl ok. haha.

About the talk, my dad asked each one of us if we have a friendster account or a blog. Obviously we told the truth. Talked and talked. & my dad said, either we changed our photos on our friendster or we delete our account. 'delete the account' was in my head. Especially when my dad asked if we didn't have enough friends outside to make friends on the net and that, not all people on the internet are nice and that they have ulterior motives when they get to know you(i have to agree with that). well, 80% of them aren't. (that's according to me. if it's according to my parents, it would be 99% of them aren't nice/innocent/what they appears to be). haha.

So lately, I've been thinking if I should delete it or not. (it's not really a big deal, but i made it a big deal. lol). What do i gain, what do i lost? I don't need a man right now (truthfully, on the internet, you're most likely to interact with the opposite sex right?). I don't need a guy anytime soon. I just don't. I figured, I don't want to go through all the bullshits anymore. It will be too much for me to handle. And I think, I can survive 2 or 3 years being single. I love the thought of that actually. Haha.

Alright, I better tuck in early tonight. heh.

&.
I'm so glad I'm done reading Chocolate Run. It was simply the best. I loved it very much. Part of it got me teary-eyed. Thinking. Thinking. Dream. and a lot more. (: