I thought my Tuesday was bad because of the nearly-faint thing in the morning. but today.. I have to say.. was by FAR (yess. very far) the worst I have ever experienced in my life.
If you don't know what I'm talking about.. Well..

Today.. while doing U-turn, I went over the curb.
Yes. You got that right. Over.
I turned the steering wheel full-lock and then, I forgot to return it. and then I hit the curb. and I panicked!

And next thing I knew, Half of the car was already over the curb!
At that point of them, I wish I was invisible. I wouldn't mind being invisible. I didn't want anyone to see the state I was in. If i had a list of embarrassment happenings, today has got to be at the top. Winning top noble prize. Even just now, when i was about to describe the whole incident to my mum, i couldn't help but feel stupid and i started laughing at myself before I even I told her. And after i told her, I laughed again (at myself) and my mum laughed at me too.

After that happened, the instructor took over, then pulled over one side to check if the sides were okay. and from the U-turn place all the way till I switched over with him again, all I could hear was his breathing. It was like shocked/angry at the same time. I was so scared he would shout at me. But luckily he didn't. L-U-C-K-Y. Even though in the car there's this sentence, 'I will teach with patience', you may never know when they will just blow up. Especially when things like that happened. And after the incident, the gone-wrong driving just kept going.

First it was the U-turn right. After that, still in a shock state (the incident kept playing in my head), I just couldn't drive properly. I went over the white line twice at the junction. Serious shit, nonsense right. I feel like killing myself now. I can't face BBDC anymore. I just can't. I don't know where to put my face. But let me tell you what my mum suggested. She suggested, I wear a mask. haha. Funny is it. Not trying to make me feel better at all. She should have said.. 'Alahh. that means, you're meant to be driven, not drive people. So you can just stop with BBDC now.' That would at least put a smile on my face. but, Fat Hope. haha.

Oh, that wasn't all. Today was also suay bowling day.
the last round of bowling (we had 3 rounds), I scored only 30+ points. yes, the first 4 or 5, i scored straight Zeros. Ok, not like I'm very expert in bowling (I was BAD at bowling. haha), but never have I got Zeros 4 times straight. Saddening. LOL.

So, I've postponed my practical test (again) to ehem date. Not telling you. haha.
Want to know why? Because I'm broke now. And there are no more slots available. So, August was not a nice month. And so, I changed it. In the name of Love. hahaha.

Alright. that's basically It. Yes, the It that happened today and made me go upside down.