i always think that parents' berkat is important.
eventhough i want to follow what my heart says, when either my mum or dad disapproves it, i'd have no choice but to follow. because, i'm scared of retributions. hahs. and somehow, i think when my mum say something that shows she disapprove of such stuff, something will happen. something that somehow goes her way.

yes, the power that parents have. heh.

i still remember the other day ibu said "kalau ibu tak bagi berkat, susah nanti." and then, the next day, he messaged. saying that he find it difficult to meet me. so now, we're not really talking again. but right, i still want to be his friend.

oh! and i still remember that malay short drama "Regret" when the girl asked the boy why did he take up the course decided by his parents when he was actually interested in another course. and all he said was.. "segala yang kita buat mesti ada berkat mak bapak kita."

yesterday, during breakfast, we were talking about the trip to KL in june.
apparently, my cousin can't come with us. and my dad has bought an extra ticket for her.
so now, he's actually finding a replacement. and it's best that it's a he. HAHA.
so he was asking me and my sisters (jokingly) if we have a boyfriend. obviously i said no lah kan. it was the truth. and my mum started disturbing and stuff.
you can guess what comes next.
yes, the start of the topic about relationship. haha.

my dad said that i'm turning 20 already. and my time's coming soon.
boyfriend takder. macam mana nak soon. haha.
so yeah. i just love listening to my father's lecture on relationships, life, religion etc. just about everything.

i'll always remember the day he said, "be close to your family first, then you're ready to have a boyfriend. so you know, whatever it is, you'll go to your family first. family is always first."

now, i just want to say this,
I love you Baba. I love you Ibu. I love you sisters. in short, I love my family.
they are my everything. (: