ibu always say 'duit cam air'.
it means, 'money like water'.
and i couldn't agree more.
just when i thought i could save my november pay,
i couldn't.
because there were so many things going on for this month.

but i'm sort of relieved i have paid back the money to some people that i owed.
because keeping it long enough will only worry me. haha.
i will pay kin and aizat soooooooon.
come and find me hor. because i will tend to forget. haha.

and birthday bash money. now, let's talk about that.
i used my own hari raya money and paid first.
and when ibu reminded me about those, and how, i have to pay back (yes, pay back my own money), i just couldn't do anything.
i'm paying for adik2. because, well, they are still young right.
and i'm not the sort who ask for money back. if i really do that, i'm sorry, it really means i'm forced to.

aiyaaaaaaaa. i really don't know.

yours trully,
Syah