the decision wasn't an easy one.
it has been on my mind ever since last saturday.
and it was only decided last night.
because, either way, i don't want to hurt anyone.

and if i was given another choice, i would choose the other one.
but for now, let's hope everything goes on smoothly and hopefully better.
and i just hope the chemistry would be almost the same as i have at home.
InsyaAllah. (:
i just hope and hope for the best.
and not disappoint others.

and to you, i'm sorry.

yours trully,
Syah